Being human (no fun sometimes)

So, I deleted my last blog-mainly b/c it was my own self-deceptive internal dialogue. I really haven't been seriously angry in a while-guess it's a part of being human and having red hair (darn). I tend to "read into things" too much sometimes, and don't like when my friends disappoint me. I should have kept it all b/w me and God b/c as usual He "handled" it beautifully on His own-so no worries.

Last night-hands down-was probably one of the most beautiful night's I have experienced in quite some time. I got home from dinner around 10:30, read something one of my friends wrote and decided I definitely needed to get outside and pray-I took my pup and off I went. I walked and ran for about an hour-it was unusually warm (for Jan.) w/a gentle breeze (I always say it's like God breathing), pretty stars and little wispy clouds-gorgeous-I was amazed. When I got back to my house, I knew I needed to go back outside again-so I did, and laid face up on the hood of my car and stared at the sky & thought about God & alot of other things-it even made me want to get in my car and drive to the mountains, pitch a tent (not that I own one) and just soak in the beauty of that night. I don't know why last night was so exceptionally pretty and peaceful-but I've only experienced a night like that once before, and I know God was all over it. Then, as usual-life had to "go on", (it always does)-so before one of my neighbors spotted me lying on top of my car at 12am-I reluctantly went back inside.
Anyway- (to sound like a teenager)I'm excited about tomorrow b/c I am going shopping at Urban Outfitters at Southpoint-it's not often I have an entire day to myself and I start school next week (wahhhhhh!!!!), but don't worry I am a BARGAIN shopper, I just bought 4 pairs of shoes at DSW for $80-you don't have to tell me-I rock.

Thanks for putting up w/me God.
I love you guys.